Grief Shows Us How Much We Can LOVE | Ashley Inspyrz

I am crying while driving. Ugly crying. 🌿 I just left Carlos — someone I have worked side by side with for six years. And the grief of that separation feels like a breakup. Like a divorce from a version of my life, a version of myself that I have been living and loving and building for the last 13 years here in Los Angeles. And as I'm driving home through it all, something became so clear to me. Grief shows us how deeply we were loved. And how deeply we can love. It is a mirror. It is a teacher. And the depth of the sorrow is always, always equal to the depth of the love. In this video I talk about all of it — leaving LA after 13 years, the people who took the best care of me, what I learned about love from the masculine figures in my life and the gaps they left, the sisterhood bonds that held me, broken heart syndrome being absolutely real, going home to my blood, and what it means to externalize yourself versus truly knowing yourself. This is raw. This is real. This is me in the car, feeling everything, and sharing it with you anyway. Because that's what we do here. ✨ Ciao for now, Los Angeles. It has been absolutely beautiful. Move. Breathe. Expand. ⏱ TIMESTAMPS 00:00 — Crying While Driving | Leaving Carlos After 6 Years 00:22 — Bonding With the People You Work With | The Language You Build Together 00:42 — Separation That Feels Like a Breakup 00:53 — "Thank You for Being My King" | The Masculine That Took Care of Me 01:16 — What It Feels Like to Be Truly Taken Care Of 01:41 — Both Dads | Love With Gaps | What I Needed and Didn't Always Get 02:26 — The Special People | Harry, Carlos | Love, Tenderness & Being Heard 03:27 — Learning How I Like to Be Loved | Sisterhood + Platonic Love 04:27 — What Grief Teaches Us | How Deeply We Were Loved 05:02 — The Depth of Sorrow | Grieving the Bond 05:23 — Types of Loss | Proximity, Disconnection & Transition 06:07 — Moving Is Polarizing | 13 Years in LA | 16 Years Away from Home 06:40 — Make New Friends But Keep the Old | Silver and Gold 07:06 — Going Home to Blood | Sisters, Mom & Family 07:43 — Ciao for Now | It's Not Goodbye 08:21 — Loving Everyone I Met in LA | Even the Ones I Didn't Like 08:58 — Gratitude | All the Daddies | Praise Be 09:42 — Packing + Purging | Life Outside the Window 10:33 — Carlos Took Me to Dinner | A Sweet Loving Goodbye 11:38 — Breakups Are Hard | Broken Heart Syndrome Is Real 12:49 — Inspired Opinions | You Came Here for the Tea 13:16 — AI, the Mind & Knowing Thyself 14:56 — Externalizing Yourself | Ego, Separation & Truth 15:47 — Riffing + Closing | Ciao for Now In this video: 🌿 What grief is really trying to show us The masculine figures in my life and the love I learned from them Broken heart syndrome — why it's real even when you saw it coming Leaving 13 years of life in Los Angeles Going home to family, bloodline, and belonging Sisterhood, platonic love and the people who truly hear you AI, the subconscious mind, and knowing yourself The difference between externalizing yourself and true self-knowledge If this resonates with you, please like, subscribe, and share it with someone who is walking through a goodbye right now 🌿 🌿 CONNECT WITH ME Instagram: @ashleyinspyrz Website: formationenergetix.com ✨ FREE WHEEL OF FULFILLMENT PDF https://iambecomingweightless.com/whe... ✨ BECOMING WEIGHTLESS — GET THE BOOK https://www.amazon.com/dp/B0GL6J1LKQ #Grief #GriefAndLove #LeavingLA #MovingHome #BrokenHeartSyndrome #AshleyInspyrz #FormationEnergetix #RealTalk #ConsciousConditioning #KnowThyself #BecomingWeightless #GriefHealing #LoveAndLoss #CiaoForNow #EmbodiedLiving