what's left? - pillowcase warriors

track 7 from "new friends" https://pillowcasewarriors.bandcamp.c... https://open.spotify.com/album/766AzW...   / new-friends   (I.) it's been over a year since i wrote my first song without you i just can't believe i've spent all this time thinking about you a means to no end i opened the blinds for the first time in kind of a long time a blindingly radiant orange-white light shone like old times i miss incandescence, fluorescent bulbs burn like a migraine a means to no end don't go to bed i don't really hate you, i just wish a person could replace you i only wish i'd made the effort to try and embrace you now that that part of my life has been done for a long time i'm able to start almost accepting that you'll never be mine a means to no end don't go to bed (II.) by the sea i might feel fine but there's only 6 more days to feel alright cause we fly home away from shore and i think inside that cab i left my core and when i walked through that old door i was taken back in time to that old war "and when i'm free, and free to explore" well you know that i wont see you anymore