trying makes me sad - pillowcase warriors

track 8 from "new friends" https://pillowcasewarriors.bandcamp.c... https://open.spotify.com/album/766AzW...   / new-friends   i never liked to fix mistakes i'm used to it. that's all it takes to take away my self-esteem in striking reds or washy greens who wash away the knowledge i have tried so hard, how hard i've tried to keep it all inside again 'cause trying makes me sad without my friends i live beside myself a lot 'cause i'm the only one i've got it's harder now at night to dream to live without a pr team who manage every move i make 'cause trying makes me make mistakes at least i'm making something still 'cause trying doesn't help me pay the bills you'll never see the light that i am shining in between your eyes we've made the choice, it's best to split i need you in my room a bit the parts of i, i left behind i scattered in between the lines you picked one up and put it here then tucked a single rose behind your ear i got a mark in science class i worked so hard, i barely passed but pass i did, and will again the question isn't if, but when we pass away, will i as well i've never wanted more from hell you asked me why i'm here, i said that "sadness gets me up and out my bed"