Beyond the midst of the mind: Revised - Phases 0-6

Full description document: https://docs.google.com/document/d/17pUkdb... Beyond the midst of the mind is a redux and alternate universe version of Everywhere but the Center of your Mind, which aims to mostly use different covers of the original samples but also to refine the project and change some of it's aspects. This project explores depression. PHASE 0: Delight - A SIDE - Life is in balance and sincere delight. No significant alteration in the mood or insight is noticed here at all. 0:00 - A1 3:18 - A2 5:27 - A3 6:52 - A4 08:00 - A5 10:58 - A6 B SIDE - Slight moodiness is experienced, yet unnoticed. This is where warning signs of possible mental health problems begin. 13:06 - B1 14:56 - B2 16:36 - B3 20:04 - B4 23:26 - B5 25:56 - B6 PHASE 1: Onset - C SIDE - This is where the first symptoms of depression begin, being apathy and fatigue. Unexpected bouts of low mood may come, but they are fairly short and unidentifiable. Life goes on fairly normally. 28:30 - C1 30:41 - C2 33:41 - C3 37:04 - C4 40:38 - C5 42:40 - C6 D SIDE - Till now it was mostly just an ever growing frustration, but here things really start to seem more bleak. 45:04 - D1 48:12 - D2 51:06 - D3 54:23 - D4 57:53 - D5 59:35 - D6 1:02:37 - D7 PHASE 2: Sadness - E SIDE - Here low mood becomes more persistent. Other emotions such as anger, nostalgia and such start to intensify. 1:04:28 - E1 1:07:33 - E2 1:09:55 - E3 1:12:55 - E4 1:14:20 - E5 1:17:16 - E6 1:19:14 - E7 1:21:23 - E8 F SIDE - Pathology of the mind starts to become more recognizable. This is the transition from the ever growing frustration of Phase 1 to the despair of Phase 3. 1:23:50 - F1 1:26:10 - F2 1:28:32 - F3 1:31:27 - F4 1:32:42 - F5 1:35:09 - F6 1:38:00 - F7 1:39:20 - F8 PHASE 3: Despair - G SIDE - Low mood becomes chronic and despair starts to flood in as no improvement of the situation is observed. This is where depression begins to affect life significantly, causing deterioration in school and general self-care. 1:42:45 - G1 1:47:08 - G2 1:49:43 - G3 1:52:19 - G4 1:55:19 - G5 1:57:44 - G6 H SIDE - Everything becomes worse, these are the last few moments before the patient starts to have comorbidities and other complications due to their mental state. 2:00:54 - H1 2:03:50 - H2 2:06:31 - H3 2:08:22 - H4 2:11:43 - H5 2:14:05 - H6 PHASE 4: Complications - I SIDE - At this phase comorbidities start to take effect such as dissociation and anxiety. Here the patient experiences outbursts and breakdowns frequently. 2:18:04 - I1 2:21:33 - I2 2:23:49 - I3 2:26:41 - I4 2:29:59 - I5 2:32:32 - I6 2:35:06 - I7 J SIDE - Substance abuse disorder is noticed here, which has developed likely to cope with the patient’s worsening mental state and recent wave of bad events. Things calm down for a bit due to this. 2:37:22 - J1 2:40:54 - J2 2:43:49 - J3 2:47:11 - J4 2:49:36 - J5 2:52:13 - J6 2:55:31 - J7 PHASE 5: Darkness - K SIDE - This is the peak of emotional instability, the patient is extremely overwhelmed by their complications and the outside world. Some would call this the point of no return. 2:58:25 - K1 3:00:05 - K2 3:03:47 - K3 3:07:12 - K4 3:10:01 - K5 3:13:34 - K6 3:17:00 - K7 3:19:26 - K8 L SIDE - The last remains of heavy emotions fade away into emptiness and complete anhedonia here. From this point, life is rather survived than lived. 3:22:03 - L1 3:26:15 - L2 3:30:07 - L3 3:32:35 - L4 3:37:36 - L5 3:40:23 - L6 3:44:11 - L7 3:47:15 - L8 3:50:20 - L9 PHASE 6: Defeat - M SIDE - Life became nothing, everything that has made it meaningful has forever been lost. 3:54:43 - M1 3:57:20 - M2 3:59:56 - M3 4:05:49 - M4 4:09:04 - M5 4:12:39 - M6 4:15:15 - M7 N SIDE - Farewell. 4:17:18 - N1 4:19:29 - N2 4:22:47 - N3 4:25:14 - N4 4:29:06 - N5 4:33:00 - N6 4:35:51 - N7 Art by Dalle-2, vsv, Holist and svr.