The Radioman's Full Dementia Experience (Full Collection)

00:00:00 - STAGE 1 Stage 1 is when the mind is at its normal. Only either calm, sad, happy, or angry. The stage of recollection. 00:00:00 - A1 - Going Shopping 00:02:14 - A2 - Taste Of Love 00:05:52 - A3 - By The Fireplace 00:08:20 - A4 - A Night Like This 00:11:14 - A5 - Tenderness 00:13:11 - A6 - An Aging Mind 00:16:54 - STAGE 2 Stage 2 is the beginning of the end, only to start with the unawareness of it. This stage's general feeling is almost the same as Stage 1's except for being slightly confused, forgetful, and bewildered. The stage of daydreaming. 00:16:54 - B1 - To A Way Beyond Belief 00:20:40 - B2 - There Is Nothing That Lasts Forever As It Is 00:23:45 - B3 - Time Passes So Quickly 00:26:58 - B4 - Fresh Moonlight In The Eyes 00:29:25 - B5 - Now I Can't Help But Wonder 00:31:42 - B6 - The Mind Palace 00:36:32 - C1 - Enfolded In Daydreams 00:39:13 - C2 - May It All Go On Like This 00:42:42 - C3 - But I Just Can't Stop Wondering 00:46:30 - C4 - I Saw Thousands Of Roses Grow 00:49:59 - C5 - Looking Far Back, To The Point Where I Felt Absorbed 00:53:18 - C6 - And The New Era Has Come 00:56:54 - STAGE 3 Stage 3 is where the patient starts realizing their situation. This stage's general mood is much downer, and some memories become more distant. The stage of grief. 00:56:54 - D1 - When The Sun Starts To Set, The Dusk Slowly Fades In 01:01:56 - D2 - Everything Seems Blue Now 01:06:23 - D3 - Desperate On The Way 01:09:20 - D4 - Dreams Of Hope 01:13:15 - D5 - Lone In An Empty Peace 01:16:51 - D6 - An Awaiting Bleak Future 01:20:12 - E1 - I Will Not Always Be Like This 01:24:48 - E2 - As The Sun Sets 01:28:31 - E3 - Appreciating The Simpler Times Once Again 01:31:37 - E4 - What Is Wrong With Me 01:35:39 - E5 - Grieving Over An Acceptance 01:39:43 - E6 - The Very Final Moments Of Calmer Times 01:44:30 - TRANSITIONAL SUBSTAGE 3.5 Transitional substage 3.5 is where the patient experiences the phenomenon for the first time, an empty bliss, which is a peaceful yet empty moment the patient may experience. The substage of dreams. 01:44:30 - F1 - All felt empty in that old place 01:48:23 - F2 - Handful times of restfulness 01:52:11 - F3 - Through the palace of one's dreamy mind 01:55:10 - F4 - The touch of the bliss and the void 01:58:35 - F5 - Hidden thoughts deep down camaraderie 02:01:48 - F6 - Just a single memory 02:03:48 - F7 - The blessing of forgetting 02:07:08 - F8 - Depending on the oceans of times 02:08:50 - F9 - The greater moments that are still intact 02:12:28 - F10 - All seemed to be in shadows 02:15:17 - F11 - The blessing of forgotten 02:18:29 - F12 - All seemed to be in darkness 02:21:10 - F13 - What something was supposed to be 02:23:25 - F14 - And all I wanted from you was to be with me 02:27:37 - F15 - That day, the greatness all torn away from me 02:29:31 - STAGE 4 Stage 4 is where the confusion really starts rolling in. Some memories are broken down or isolated by distant noise of nothing but an echo. This is where the previous memories are recalled clearly for one final time. The stage of despair. 02:29:31 - G1 - Amidst the mist, only dread seems to be accentuated 02:33:44 - G2 - All perplexed in many eyes 02:37:07 - G3 - Wondering what was after it 02:38:35 - G4 - Pseudomemory 02:42:41 - G5 - A vast ocean of pure noise 02:44:30 - G6 - A panic beyond everything 02:46:49 - G7 - Lost in endless empty 02:48:49 - G8 - Glimmers of everlasting memories being sank 02:51:55 - H1 - Unravelling somewhat empty yet peaceful times 02:54:28 - H2 - Sunny lone serenade 02:58:40 - H3 - It's almost like not even there anymore 03:02:15 - H4 - A despair beyond belief 03:05:12 - H5 - Falling deeper and deeper 03:07:29 - H6 - Moving on, with a peaceful ending to the past 03:10:56 - H7 - Succumbed to the void 03:14:45 - H8 - And the new era has come 03:18:22 - STAGE 5 Stage 5 is where the confusion fully sets in. The corrupt, broken-down memories form one big mess of incoherence, as plaques entangle, rupture, and synapses tangle. The stage of horror. 03:18:22 - I1 - Synapse dysfunction 03:40:05 - J1 - Now it's all distant, you won't go back 03:45:04 - K1 - Synapse dysfunction 04:07:29 - L1 - Moments of brief lucid thoughts 04:27:06 - M1 - Synapse rupture 04:48:11 - STAGE 6 Stage 6 is where the awareness itself fades away completely. The confusion gets more and more frequent and aggressive until the point where it all just fades into nothing of a vegetative state. The stage of descending. 04:48:11 - N1 - Extreme neurofibrillary tangles 05:09:50 - O1 - Amyloid plaque entanglements 05:30:17 - P1 - Total neurodegeneration 05:53:36 - Q1 - Into the vegetative state 06:14:15 - STAGE 7 Stage 7 is the stage of death. 06:14:15 - R1 - The way had ended here 06:35:31 - S1 - Be the one with the void, you can't go back 06:57:23 - T1 - Drawing closer to the end 07:18:11 - U1 - The 1st of September, 1995 EPILOGUE: Afterlife 07:40:00 - Epilogue - What A Wonderful Life I Had Before (The Gates Of Heaven)