Everywhere but the Center of Your Mind - Stages 0-6 - Full Album

STAGE 0 - Normality and true joy, no change in mood or perception is noticed here at all. 0:00 - A1 - Life couldn’t be any better 3:41 - A2 - Rondo Alla Turca 6:47 - 01 - Life flows with ease 8:15 - A3 - Another fulfilling year 9:38 - A4 - True bliss for now 11:46 - 02 - Absorbing the gift of nature 13:49 - A5 - The bird that you thought you would surprise 16:01 - 03 - Warmth in my heart 19:16 - A6- So many waits before the snow falls 21:27 - A7 - Colored dolls 23:35 - A8 - Outside is a breezing 26:40 - B1 - Until next year 29:22 - B2 - Wandering before dusk falls 32:01 - B3 - I’m warm though other aren’t 35:53 - 04 - Moments of peace 38:53 - 05 - Chiming affirmations 42:07 - B4 - A sentimental journey 45:43 - B5 - Fun day exploring 48:46 - B6 - Buzzing with good spirits 51:22 - B7 - Fresh morning air 54:06 - B8 - Cheerful with a bit of a tear 57:26 - 06 - Feeling slightly alienated from everyone STAGE 1 - Boredom and tiredness begins, sudden bouts of low mood may come but they are relatively short and unrecognizable. Life goes on relatively normally. 59:39- C1 - The night is over but the day seems dark 1:03:53 - C2 - Turkish March 1:06:56 - 07 - Slightly restless moon 1:10:31 - C3 - Bleak dawning 1:13:27 - C4 - Light desaturation 1:16:05 - 08 - Chattering boredom 1:17:51 - C5 - Minimal sadness 1:21:20 - 09 - Blending in with the rain 1:24:30 - 10 - The storm has yet to come 1:26:21 - C6 - Timelessness consumes 1:29:25 - D1 - Lonely nights wallowing 1:32:56 - D2 - Your kiss was such a sacred thing to me 1:37:38 - D3 - Feelings of guttural fatigue 1:43:01 - D4 - Staring at the ceiling 1:45:43 - D5 - Staring over the barron horizon 1:47:33 - 11 - There are people around me but i feel lonely 1:49:26 - 12 - No one seems to be like me 1:51:28 - D6 - My mind devoid STAGE 2- Low mood and nostalgia start to become more persistent and stronger, apathy slowly floods in losing joy in one's interests. Something is noticed to be not right here. 1:55:42- E1 - Before the world loses its color 1:59:31 - E2 - Crying with the rain 2:03:23 - 13 - Roars of bad experiences 2:05:21 - E3 - The warm fades after all 2:08:52 - 14 - Cold feet with falter 2:10:10 - E4 - Frustration through apathy 2:13:33 - E5 - Inevitable defeat awaiting in this fight 2:16:38 - E6 - The unwilling to accept the morning 2:21:00 - 15 - Not in the mood 2:22:36 - 16 - The sorrow builds up 2:25:50 - F1 - Left With Only Conflictions 2:27:55 - F2 - The Marching Turk 2:31:37 - 17 - I don’t have a lot of time left 2:33:10 - 18 - Darkness is following you 2:35:32 - F3 - It's As If This Won't Last 2:37:32 - F4 - A blind moment of joy 2:41:17 - F5 - A farewell to my true dearest 2:44:33 - 19 - Looking into the eyes of desolation 2:46:56 - 20 - Does going here even have a point 2:49:01 - F6 - An unbearable pain drags down STAGE 3 - Low mood becomes overwhelming and chronic to the point of occasional breakdowns and crying. Life decline begins here such as failing school and personal care in general becoming poor. 2:53:20 - G1 - There is no coming back 2:57:35 - G2 - Strutting Turkish Man 3:01:00 - G3 - Defeat with the unexplainable 3:02:40 - G4 - Blissfully fearful 3:05:21 - 21 - Sudden realization of remorse 3:07:22 - G5 - Dissociated within own prison 3:09:56 - G6 - Why can’t i find solace 3:12:04 - 22 - The anxiety which will conquer 3:15:09 - 23 - The storm has came 3:18:36 - G7 - Years of agony to continue 3:20:36 - G8 - Retrospection on the brighter days 3:24:09 - 24 - Fogged memory is an extreme 3:24:39 - 25 - Listening to my thoughts 3:28:08 - H1 - Flawed by design 3:31:29 - H2 - Decaying surges of bliss 3:34:12 - H3 - Stranger in the mirror 3:34:42 - H4 - Tell me what is happening 3:37:24 - H5 - Looking out of the window 3:40:57 - H6 - A hidden memory undug 3:42:36 - H7 - Flashes of regretful thoughts 3:46:25 - 26 - Dark memories coming back to haunt me 3:47:13 - 27 - Internal darkness unseen in other eyes 3:49:20 - H8 - Ottoman Tramp STAGE 4 - Feelings of demotivation and hopelessness eventually take over one's mind leading into isolation. Anxiety and panic attacks happen often. Sadness is at its peak here. Pseudodementia symptoms like memory loss and confusion begin too. 3:52:35 - I1 - I'm fine, don't worry, don't worry 4:14:44 - J1 - Farewell to the one who raised me 4:34:58 - K1 - This isn’t me, right? 4:58:11 - L1 - Life suddenly vanished into nothing STAGE 5 - Eventually crying and breakdowns become less frequent making everything rather bleak and empty than overwhelming, however, mood is extremely low which causes total isolation and surrender. At this point, life is survived rather than lived. 5:17:05 - M1 - Pure dismay surrounds me 5:39:38 - N1 - A sink into an excruciating low 5:59:39 - O1 - Pondering back into times most salient 6:19:17 - P1 - Disintegrating into nowhere Due to YouTube's max description character limit, Stage 6's timestamps will be in the comments.