I used to hate my parent

this been a topic i want to talk about in a long time is just that i don't know how i even feel one side i hate my parent bc they didn't support or send me to a therapist to help w my mental health and panic disoder one side i trying to understand for them their time don't have the concept of mental illnes and they are in debt so they can't take me to a therapist now i just simply understand it i love and thankful for everthing they did for me i know they try their best .But they also fuck me up an screw me up alot. But now i will try my best to take care of myself to love to resepct and light up myself #storytime #mentalhealth #fypシ