orbiting a plane - pillowcase warriors

track 3 from "new friends" https://pillowcasewarriors.bandcamp.c... https://open.spotify.com/album/766AzW...   / new-friends   orbiting a plane making sure my thoughts dont make it to my brain what's going on down there the friends we left behind dont seem to need to care life goes on... we are all our friends no one else beyond our group could comprehend fear informs my life the same way that the sun informs the way we die life goes on... home is where you stand no one in the country wants to join your band they cannot recieve all you have to do to stay is never leave life goes on in the dark way beyond life just keeps on going on birds can die bees can sting when there's no one to respond wifi's down and i'm free when there's nothing here to see and my alarm will ring at 10 and will i see you round the bend they brought in a new guy to do what i used to do and an old guy to do what i was going to and the people that i know are a no show and the people that i don't don't care you know i know the love i recieve is the love i give if i could go back and ressurect a will to live from a time when what mattered was the friends i'd made you would never see me here again orbiting a plane making sure the world can't make it to my brain stuck inside this room the closet that you sprayed then smells of old perfume new phone dies like old memories of elders die just as foretold airpods die mid-flight nothing to distract me from your fear of heights life goes on in the dark way beyond life just keeps on going on birds can die bees can sting when there's no one to respond wifi's down and i'm free when there's nothing here to see and my alarm will ring at 10 and will i see you round the bend in the dark way beyond we'll just keep on going on birds can fly phones can ring when there's people to respond wifi's up but they're dead 'cause they're not there in my head and my alarm won't ring at 10 means i won't see you in the end posters line the walls memories of people met, made real by fall school will start again and it's been far too long since i've talked to my friends or they don't talk to me cycles of a year run to eternity maybe it's okay i loved you more than all of them there anyway