girl vs unemployment: job = secured, and a trip back home:)

hi guys! this is short lil wholesome vlog. most of it spent was spent friends, so it’s been one of my favourites to edit:) your girl also finally got a job! so i suppose this is the end to this lil series for now:') i'm really feeling the hedonic treadmill at play, because i felt very capable and proud of myself and as though things would fall into place for precisely 3 days. and then i immediately fell back into that hole of feeling behind and as though i have never succeeded at a thing in my life. alas, the journey to self-worth is truly an internal battle and not won by any sort of materialistic milestone:') i think this is something i really want to work on this year; letting myself celebrate things without interrogating myself with what's next. i hope you're doing well and staying safe! love, claire music:    / @prodchibi   Music by HOAX - deleted scenes - https://thmatc.co/?l=7AA91AFF Music by TRVR? - Bitter Taste Of You - https://thmatc.co/?l=0852D10B Music by Naomi - Homebound - https://thmatc.co/?l=D00B1609