I am feeling like I am not meant to write this book | Talking about Imposter Syndrome

Making Fantasies Come True: One Story at a Time... but I am unsure if I am a good enough author to write this book. Man, I have hit this point in JJ's Project in which I don't know what happens next, and when that happens, I usually go through imposter syndrome... and Boy, am I in it right now? I have reached the mid-point of Act 3, and I have no idea what to do. I have a non-human alter trying to save the day in a sense, and I don't know how he is going to do it. I have never had a character with multiple personalities, and I have never written a book like this, which means I am growing as an author. But with growth comes struggles and worries about feeling like I am unworthy of this story... So today we are doing a little chatty video where I talk about what I am going through and wondering if I need to become a plotter to be able to finish this book off... To note, I have always been a pantser, meaning I write by the edge of my seat. I have no idea what is going to happen next, and part of me is like, maybe I should have known more before writing. But it is hard to teach old dogs new tricks, especially since I have always been a pantser. So here is the next time that I write, and here is to hoping that I know what is going to happen next. Anyways, thank you for watching. I hope you enjoyed this wacky video and will continue to follow me on my journey to become a religious sister while also continuing to write the many books circling in my head. For those of you who do not know, my name is Michelle, and this is the Chaotic Kitz Channel, where my alters and I talk about our life struggles and successes, the books we write, and the books we are reading… We also talk a lot about our Catholic faith because we have a five-year goal of becoming a religious sister. Some key points to know about us… One: I am one of many… what I mean is I share this body with the rest of my headmates. We are unsure of what our diagnosis is because getting diagnosed in our small rural area is very expensive, and there are really no good diagnosis places around us that are not over 2 hours away. Two: This channel will mostly focus on my four pen names: Maris, Grace, Shelly, and MaryAnn. But that doesn’t mean you will only ever see them. Some of our other headmates might make their appearances, but they will not give you their names, because names have power. But mostly on this channel, we will talk about our struggles with being a system that seems to always expand as we keep growing as an individual. We will also show the struggles of having multiple pen names. But life isn’t all about struggles, we will also talk about books that we are reading and writing. And everything will have a religious perspective, because we are pursuing religious life. But I think I have rambled on enough. I hope you all have a blessed day, and remember to keep making fantasies come true one story at a time. And I will see you next time… bye.