Pastel Revenant-Demons (audio)

lyrics I turn the lights off, it gets way too loud Like the silence starts screaming through the walls of the house I swear I hear them talking when I’m half asleep Whispering my name like they’re buried in me My mind’s a cheap motel with a busted lock Anything can get in when the thoughts don’t stop I try to ignore it, but it never leaves Feels like something’s breathing right behind my teeth And I laugh it off like I’m fine, like I’m fine But I feel them crawling up my spine, up my spine Demons in my head at night, won’t shut up, won’t die Screaming all my secrets like they wanna watch me burn alive I’m losing grip, I’m losing sight, I swear they know my name And I don’t know if I’m insane or if they’re real today Demons in my head at night I stare at the ceiling like it’s staring back Every shadow in my room feels like it’s ready to attack I talk to myself just to drown them out But they talk over me, yeah they’re way too loud I swear they laugh when I try to get away Like “boy, we been here, we ain’t going away” And I punch the air but there’s nothing to hit Just the echo of a life that doesn’t fit And I act like I’m okay, I’m okay But they’re always one thought away, one thought away Demons in my head at night, won’t shut up, won’t die Screaming all my secrets like they wanna watch me burn alive I’m losing grip, I’m losing sight, I swear they know my name And I don’t know if I’m insane or if they’re real today Demons in my head at night GET OUT OF MY FUCKING SKULL YOU’RE NOT REAL BUT YOU FEEL TOO FUCKING CLOSE I CAN’T THINK, I CAN’T SLEEP, I CAN’T BREATHE RIGHT EVERY NIGHT YOU TEAR ME APART INSIDE SHUT UP, SHUT UP, SHUT UP— I’M NOT YOUR FUCKING HOME I’M NOT YOUR FUCKING HOME l …just leave me alone… just leave me alone… l Demons in my head at night, won’t shut up, won’t die But I’m still here screaming back even if I don’t survive I’m losing grip, I’m losing sight, but I’m still in the game And I don’t know if I’m insane… but I know my name.