君にはなれない - I can't be you

Ai by sarii image ai lyrics sarii edit sarii lyrics: 「大丈夫」って送るたび Every time I send “I’m okay” ほんとはちょっと苦しくて It actually hurts a little inside 既読のつかないトーク欄 The chat window with no read receipt 今日も見つめて眠れない I stare at it again tonight, unable to sleep 君の好きな音楽とか The music you like 君の嫌いな言葉とか The words you hate 全部覚えてみたけれど I tried to remember all of it 心だけは見えなかった But I could never see your heart 君になって　僕を見ても Even if I became you and looked at myself 何もわからなくなるんだ I still wouldn’t understand anything 優しいだけ？　冷たいだけ？ Are you just kind? Or just cold? 答え合わせはできなくて I can’t check which answer is right 愛したい　哀したい I want to love, I want to grieve 「アイ」ばっか増えてく感情論 Nothing but “ai” keeps piling up in this emotional theory 君の視線をなぞっても Even tracing the direction of your gaze 僕だけどこかズレていた I was somehow always out of sync 会いたいや　痛いや I want to see you, it hurts 期待ばっか積もっていくんだ Only expectations keep piling up 君の気持ちになれたなら If I could become your feelings 少しは楽になれるのかな Would things become a little easier? 「ごめんね」って笑うたび Every time you smiled and said “sorry” ちゃんと距離を感じてた I could clearly feel the distance between us 近いようで遠いまま So close, yet still far away 君はどこか綺麗だった There was always something untouchably beautiful about you 君の立場になろうって I tried to put myself in your place 仕草も思考も真似した I copied your gestures and even your way of thinking だけど僕が君になるほど But the more I became you 僕の意味だけ消えていく The more my own meaning disappeared 君になって　僕を見ても Even if I became you and looked at myself やっぱ苦しいままなんだ It still hurts all the same 嫌いじゃない　でも違う It’s not hate, but something still feels off その感覚だけ残ってる Only that feeling remains 愛されたい　藍みたい I want to be loved, like indigo dye 深く染まって戻れない Stained so deeply I can’t return anymore 君の言葉を反芻して I keep replaying your words in my head 勝手に傷を増やしてる And keep adding wounds to myself on my own 触れたいな　怖いな I want to touch you, but I’m scared 期待ばっか重くなるんだ Only expectations keep growing heavier 君の気持ちになれたって Even if I could become your feelings 君はやっぱり君だった You would still just be you 「普通の距離」でよかったなら If “a normal distance” had really been enough こんな夜更けに泣いてない I wouldn’t be crying this late at night 理解したい　理解できない I want to understand, yet I can’t その間でまだ息をしてる And I’m still breathing somewhere in between 愛したい　哀したい I want to love, I want to grieve 「アイ」だけじゃ届かないや “Love” alone just isn’t enough to reach you 君の景色を覗いても Even if I look into your world 僕は最後まで僕だった In the end, I was still only myself 会いたいや　痛いや I want to see you, it hurts それでもまだ好きなんだ Even so, I still love you 君の心になれなくて Unable to become your heart 今日も一人で　君を想った So tonight again, alone, I thought of you #ai #jpop #sarii #君にはなれない #vocaloid #ボカロ #darksong #lovesong