supposed hardships at school

ngl idk how i manage to talk for so long and still say nothing. and also it's hard for me to talk about anything at all because i don't have a good memory so most of the time i tell stuff that i supposedly remember and it's most of the time at least somewhat incorrect. anyway the main problems in kindergarten was school food cause i was (and still am) a picky eater so teachers would try to make you finish the food even if it makes u feel sick, then of course interacting with other kids since i didn't grow up around a lot of kids the same age as me that were not my family members; i couldn't really stay after school to play with friends and so on so that might have been one of the bigger reasons why i didn't form more companionships with other kids and grew up not needing people (or friends in this case) around most of the time. Honestly, i only remember a few handfuls of things from primary and idk if it's a bad or a good thing but sometimes it does help to have bad memory, so i can have less memories to relive before sleep