شهادة رقم 1 (3): اختبار مسلمة سابقة قبل عودتها مجددا الى الاسلام- ج3/ 4

Personal Truth No. 3: Private Interview (dated October 9, 1995), audio and video, with Mrs. Nahed Mahmoud Metwally (Fibi Abd El Masih Cross) The 3rd part - Testimony from a former Muslim before returning to Islam. =========================================== I focused & listened very clearly to the voice of the Lord in my heart: "You have a mission". I noticed that my heart & all my body is trembling, & get fear "Me O Lord!" "Me O Lord! Me who was harming your children & made them suffer! The Lord repeated another time "You have a mission" The third time... "I'm crazy for sure! O Lord! I have a mission?! The third time. "You have a mission." "Relax & be assured" "don't be in rush, because if you do so you might blow up everything." The first time he said to me: “Calm and be reassured”, as if the hand of the Lord pulled from inside me all the confusion and torment that I was in. I looked and found that I was in peace and I was able to sleep. The first night that I will be able to sleep after the Lord said to me: "Calm down and be at ease". I began to look normal, but of course I am completely another person, inside me illuminated by Christ. I started going down to school, I want to catch every Christian, I want to hug them in school, I want to hug them in order to show them my new heart, I want to apologize for every person I have caused harm, but I'm not able, I want to speak, I want to shout in the streets And I say to them: “I saw Christ, so wake up and come and see Christ”. But I am not capable of that, the word of our Lord: “Calm, rest assured, do not rush”, support me. I started telling Salwa: "I want to go to a church, I want to see a priest, I want a Bible". She tells me: "You were the one who all the fathers used to pray: convert her and keep her away from our children who are being harmed by her. Today, you are going to church, the priest will not believe you". I sat praying and saying to the Lord: "You know that I saw you, and I became completely believing in you". I am a Christian, Lord, 100% of my heart, but it remains, O Lord, to provide for me the rest. Until a friend from school, a Christian, came and pointed me to the priest, Zakaria Boutros. I went to the priest Zacharias. In the first meeting I sat with him, and I told him the vision and everything, and after that I told him: "I want to become a Christian and I want to be baptized". The priest Zacharias has a very strong personality. He said to me: "What is to be baptized?! Is it too easy? First, we must be reassured”. I told him: “Okay”. I left the priest Zacharias, but the Lord made me see that the priest Zacharias would baptize me, and I saw the baptismal font...