Members only thoughts | Mum of 11 in Australia with a large brain that doesn't want to over think

Hello friends! For a LONG time I have had the option of adding a join button to enable me to have members only videos but I haven't done it for a few reasons. The first reason was fear. 😰 Which as you may or may not know is a BAD reason to not do something. Secondly it was thinking some people would be upset with me (see first point) Thirdly it was me thinking that I actually suck and it's a bad idea. Hopefully you can see that what I said in this video is all true and I am not doing this just to make money. The reality of my life is we have chosen to have a large family and we have chosen for me to be at home with my children so this means the current 'best' way I can make money is through YouTube. I have thought of Substack (for example) but that takes a lot of time and effort and I personally get very annoyed at the bad articles or whatever they are called being free for everyone to read yet all the rest are behind a paywall. I am also aware that people can do what they like and there is freedom of choice. So the main reason for the members section is for livestreams so I can feel more comfortable and not be concerned about any old random person watching my livestreams. I am not ruling out doing livestreams on my channel for anyone to watch for free but at this time this would be me really putting myself out there and I am not as self confident as everyone may think. I really do value your opinion! I am PRO people saving money and being a wise steward with what they have and I WON'T be making it torturous for those who aren't members but I just have to start somewhere. I cannot express enough how I was not raised to believe in myself. I struggle greatly with self image and even editing myself is difficult and challenging as I have to look at myself a lot. I think that's most of what I wanted to say. Thank you for being here. I appreciate each and every one of you. Love, Katherine    / @katherinemurphy   https://www.epidemicsound.com/referra... https://www.tubebuddy.com/pricing?a=I... https://www.canva.com/join/ltf-vyg-lxz   / inspiring-simple