Surprise Surprise Surprise.... My Babiesss 🎉🎉🎉

You guys remember we went looking for a swing set for my babies. It was way harder than I thought but we ended up finding one we liked. I swear.... Eff the designer clothes, shoes and bags. THIS right here is who I do it for. This is what makes me happy and who I live for. I live through them in so many ways...... getting them everything I dreamed of as a kid gives me some sort of satisfaction. Not necessarily the materialistic things but the feeling that comes with it. They joy they feel just knowing mommy and daddy was here all the way. Honestly, loosing my one and only parent at such a young age, I felt robbed. Just feeling like I lost out on life, love and good Memories Is the reason I go so hard for my kids. They'll never feel what I once felt and I thank God for that. Never would I have been so in tune as a mom if I didn't crave having one SO BADLYYY. One who'd show up to my school events, parent conferences or to have someone pay and bring me to after school sports (cheerleading, dancing) I used to be sooo embarrassed when the kids at school would ask " which one is your parent''.... suddenly, all I did was pay attention to my friends moms and would always be intrigued with their relationships with their parents. I never stopped craving love. Never ever stopped wanting/dreaming about a loving healthy family to be apart of. Today, I LITERALLY make a living off of sharing My mommy moments, in the comfort of my own home. Sharing the love and joy of my children in the hopes of putting a smile on YOUR face. Now you guys are our new extended family.I couldn't be more blessed. Tell me God ain't gooddddd? Anyway, this is not about me. I thank God for my loving, healthy family that he has blessed me with. Life can sometimes be unfortunate but it most definitely shapes us to who we're meant to be. Nothing is by accident.