生きるのがつらい。

Living is hard. When will things get better? Previous video of emergency hospitalization:    • 精神科病院に緊急入院した話【統合失調症】【閉鎖病棟】   I'm trying not to put too much pressure on myself. I've started a membership program, so please check it out if you're interested 🐱    / @zeromiu_mushoku   *.. If you're interested in the symptoms of schizophrenia, I also recommend this book: "This is How the World Looked to Me: A Schizophrenia Diary" https://amzn.to/3WEguAo *.. Anonymous Q&A Box I might answer some questions in short videos! https://marshmallow-qa.com/3lxg5sofcc... Original LINE Stickers I drew the illustrations 🐱 https://store.line.me/stickershop/aut... Contact information for work inquiries: *Please note that I cannot guarantee a reply to all inquiries. [email protected]

Wouldn't it be okay if my life just ended already?
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Wouldn't it be okay if my life just ended already?

For those who find life difficult and want to die. [Please watch this when you are feeling down]
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For those who find life difficult and want to die. [Please watch this when you are feeling down]

派遣の会社を辞めることになりました。
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派遣の会社を辞めることになりました。

Am I worthless if I'm not working? / Panic disorder
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Am I worthless if I'm not working? / Panic disorder

【リクエスト】引きこもりになった理由と精神病院に入った経緯や院内での出来事など【ラジオ】
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【リクエスト】引きこもりになった理由と精神病院に入った経緯や院内での出来事など【ラジオ】

Life is hard.
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Life is hard.

The day I got yelled at at the mental health clinic. I'm sick of myself.
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The day I got yelled at at the mental health clinic. I'm sick of myself.

I'm 26 years old, but my mind is still that of a certain age. This is what borderline intelligenc...
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I'm 26 years old, but my mind is still that of a certain age. This is what borderline intelligenc...

10 things you may not know about the lives of people with depression
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10 things you may not know about the lives of people with depression

A 10 cm tumor was found in my chest.
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A 10 cm tumor was found in my chest.

LIDL is starting to scare me
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LIDL is starting to scare me

[Around 50 single woman] A lonely holiday [Unemployed] [Widow]
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[Around 50 single woman] A lonely holiday [Unemployed] [Widow]

【救い】社会とのつながりを求めて…父の自死を乗り越えて生きる統合失調症患者の願い
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【救い】社会とのつながりを求めて…父の自死を乗り越えて生きる統合失調症患者の願い

In the Heart of Germany: He Wanted a Second Wife, She Wanted Equality / Omar & Carina / True Crime
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In the Heart of Germany: He Wanted a Second Wife, She Wanted Equality / Omar & Carina / True Crime

【無職41才ニート】統合失調症を発症したときの症状を全てお話しします!【精神病】
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【無職41才ニート】統合失調症を発症したときの症状を全てお話しします!【精神病】

Sick from Day 1: Why EVERYONE will be absent for weeks soon!
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Sick from Day 1: Why EVERYONE will be absent for weeks soon!

女55歳 生活保護で生きるということ
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女55歳 生活保護で生きるということ

[Narration] It's been a year and a half since I developed panic disorder. My way of thinking has ...
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[Narration] It's been a year and a half since I developed panic disorder. My way of thinking has ...

[Second Hospitalization] Emergency admission to a psychiatric hospital [YouTube hiatus period]
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[Second Hospitalization] Emergency admission to a psychiatric hospital [YouTube hiatus period]

I tried working for 100 yen per hour
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I tried working for 100 yen per hour