Thais Vecchio - Won't Go Back

(Verse 1) I was down bad, all black in the backseat Two a.m. drives, whole world tryna pass me Lost in my head, had the noise tryna trap me Fake love everywhere, everybody acting happy Weeks went by and the mirror looked distant Smiles on my face but the pain stayed persistent Too many nights I was numb, not living Too many people around me just taking, not giving Now I move different, I learned my position Built from the pressure, the cuts, the collision I was too loyal to people that switched up Now when I walk in the room they all sit up Heart got colder but the soul got cleaner Head got clearer and the circle got meaner I don't got time for the lies and pretending I was at war but I feel myself mending I was too lost in the dark for a minute Now every scar got a reason behind it I made it out of the place they abandoned Now when I talk you can feel how I stand it I was at the bottom, now I'm climbing out Had a lot of voices, had to drown 'em out Everybody talking when you falling down Now they hear the anthem when I'm in the crowd Pain hit deep but it built my vision Took one year just to break the prison Now I got peace and ambition mixed in I found myself and I finally listen (Chorus) I found myself in the chaos Light came back when the rain stopped Now every wound turned to power I don't break down, I evolve I was too gone for a minute Fighting that war while nobody saw Now when I look in the mirror I see somebody worth fighting for And I won't go back again No, I won't go back again Too alive to die inside I finally feel the light again (Verse 2) Now the nights don't feel the same I can breathe without the weight I don't chase what drains my soul I don't beg for people to stay Too many times I was carrying ghosts Too many nights I was losing control Now every step got purpose attached Every setback made me evolved Look how I came from the edge of collapse Turned all the pain into fuel for the tracks I was too deep in my head to react Now when I speak they repeating it back No more running in circles No more love that hurts you No more nights feeling worthless No more trying to be perfect I learned healing ain't pretty Sometimes growth get ugly Sometimes you gotta lose yourself Just to become somebody For a while Everything felt frozen Like I disappeared inside my own emotions Nobody knew it Nobody noticed But somehow I made it through the storm I was holding Now the bass hit harder Now my heart beat stronger Now the light inside me Feel like it lasts longer (Final Chorus) I found myself in the chaos Light came back when the rain stopped Now every wound turned to power I don't break down, I evolve I was too gone for a minute Fighting that war while nobody saw Now when I look in the mirror I see somebody worth fighting for And I won't go back again No, I won't go back again Too alive to die inside I finally feel the light again