Thais Vecchio - Earthquake

(Verse 1) I got a head full of noise and a heart full of static Everybody thinks they know me from the way I react But they never see the nights when I’m losing control Trying not to disappear inside my own soul Every conversation feels like walking on glass One wrong word and I collapse so fast I keep smiling like I’m doing alright While my brain starts another fight (Pre-Chorus) And I’m tired Of pretending I can handle this alone Every warning sign gets buried Every feeling overloads (Chorus) Something inside me keeps pulling me under No matter how hard I run I’m spinning in circles Chasing a version of me I’ve never become And I hate that I need help But I hate being myself When every mirror turns into somebody else I’m trying not to lose it Trying not to break But my mind keeps moving like an earthquake (Verse 2) Everybody’s got advice when they don’t understand Talking like recovery is all part of a plan But my thoughts got teeth and they don’t let go They drag me through places nobody knows Some days I burn Some days I freeze Some days I can’t even get up to breathe And the people around me just call it a phase While I’m trapped in the same damn maze (Pre-Chorus) And I’m restless Every second feels too loud inside my skin Like I’m watching my whole world shaking While everybody’s settling in (Chorus) Something inside me keeps pulling me under No matter how hard I run I’m spinning in circles Chasing a version of me I’ve never become And I hate that I need help But I hate being myself When every mirror turns into somebody else I’m trying not to lose it Trying not to break But my mind keeps moving like an earthquake (Bridge) Maybe I was never meant to think this much Maybe I was born with wires crossed Maybe all the pressure finally hit too hard And now I don’t know where the ending starts (Chorus) Something inside me keeps pulling me under No matter how hard I run I’m spinning in circles Chasing a version of me I’ve never become And I hate that I need help But I hate being myself When every mirror turns into somebody else I’m trying not to lose it Trying not to break But my mind keeps moving like an earthquake