I Gave Up On My Dream (And I'd Do It Again) ❤️🩹
I had dreams! Real ones, the kind you build your whole identity around... and I gave them up. This is the honest story of why and how I don't regret it. I'm Xanthe, The Feral Academic 🦇 PhD life, unfiltered. Subscribe for more content! Find me here: Web: https://www.xanthepajarillo.com Instagram: / xanthepajarillo Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/42EY2... TikTok: / xanthepajarillo BlueSky: https://xanthepajarillo.bsky.social/ #GivingUpOnYourDream #DreamVsDreality #PhDLife #FeralAcademic #LifeDecisions #MentalHealth #PersonalGrowth #HonestConversation #AcademicLife #PhDStudent #GradSchool #LifeAfterDreams #Resilience #SelfDiscovery #PhDJourney #NonTraditionalPath #YouTubeVlog #FeralAcademic
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