After Losing Tomer | Learning to Live With the Unthinkable

In my previous vlog, I shared the heartbreaking news that we unexpectedly lost our youngest son, Tomer. This video is my first attempt at navigating this new, unthinkable reality. The first part of this vlog is a very raw and emotional monologue where I share my current state of grief quite openly. It was difficult to decide whether to share this or not, but I felt it was important to be honest with you. I understand if this part is too difficult for some of you to watch. If you prefer, please use the timestamps below to skip to the second half, which is a silent vlog focused on simple daily activities and my transition to working alongside Eyal. Thank you for the overwhelming love, the emails, and the healing comments you’ve shared. Your support means more than I can say. Links mentioned: Previous vlog "Im not ready yet"    • A message I never thought I would have to ...   Thank you for walking this path with me. Moran Timestamps: 00:00 Intro: A message before you watch 04:54 A raw conversation about grief and our daily life 27:41 Silent Vlog: Finding comfort in the kitchen and keeping my hands busy 36:05 Joining Eyal at work: Finding a new routine for survival 37:55 Outro: A walk in the fields and finding air to breathe 🧶 MY Patterns & Shops • Etsy: https://crochetobjet.etsy.com • Ravelry: https://www.ravelry.com/designers/cro... • Free patterns on my blog: https://crochetobjet.com/ ☕️ If you wish to show your support, you can buy me a coffee :) https://ko-fi.com/crochetobjet POPULAR VIDEOS YOU MIGHT LIKE 🍞 How I Make Sourdough Bread:    • How I make SOURDOUGH BREAD - step by step ...   🥥 My Healthy Coconut Balls Recipe:    • Vlogust Ep.19 Balancing Stressful Days wit...   🥣 Homemade Beef Bone Broth:    • The Work of Making Home | Stocking My Wint...   MY AMAZON SHOP https://amzn.to/3XuWkYK (Affiliate links — Thank you for your support!) CONNECT WITH ME 📸 Instagram:   / crochetobjet   📘 Facebook:   / crochetobjet   ✉️ Contact: [email protected] 🎧 Music: Epidemic Sound — http://bit.ly/3ZWmIwX #silentvlog #grief #childloss #lossandgrief #griefjourney #slowliving