If I left

If I left Verse 1 If I left, no one would know, know one would understand why. I want this to end, end so bad, that it’s making Me mad, mad at you. The anger never stops, the panic makes Me lost and I don’t know what to do but escape. Pre Chorus If I left, what more would there be for Me? I don’t how to do this anymore for I am trapped. I feel trapped lost in the pain, lost in the anger, no more silence, no more suffering. I need this to end, end well I still have the time to do so. Chorus If I left, My life wasn’t long, but it didn’t need to be. If I left would anybody even care, because I don’t care anymore. The heat of the fires leading me into desires, leading me into the great unknown despair of darkness I feel deep inside of Me. I have not heart, for I feel no beating within My chest. Verse 2 If I left, when will I go? What time will the clock strike down upon Me as I fall from the heavenly skies into the lost deep darkness I feel every day and every night. (I can’t do this anymore) not today and not tomorrow. My days are numbered but I wish the accelerated faster than I could predict or process. Final Chorus If I left, will the currents draw as I drift off into sleep? If I left, will the sun never shine down on my face again as the flowers used to bloom beneath my bare feet? I don’t know, because if I left, what does any of this matter anyway?