🎬 LöbiVlog 5 | Warum ich mich nicht freuen kann

Why can't I feel joy even though the joy is there? This vlog is about mental health, trauma, and the fear of feeling good—and about what happens when you stop chasing the setting sun and turn around instead. It's been a tough week. Everything was going well—too well, in fact. And that's precisely the problem. Because whenever something feels safe, an old mode kicks in: Don't get your hopes up too soon. Where that comes from leads back to early childhood, to a night I'm discussing here for the first time with such clarity. It's also about two weeks of paperwork that pushed me to my limits, a monster under the bed named Stefan, the question of what's truly a need and what's merely a defense mechanism—and a decision that, this time, you can actually see. ... LöbiVlog is my format outside of simulations and streams: uncut, honest, with a camera in hand, and straight talk about the psyche, anxieties, self-care, and the everyday chaos in between. No PR fluff, no show – just what's really going on. Direct, straightforward, and sometimes deeper than the title suggests. LöbiVlog is my format outside of simulations and streams: uncut, honest, with a camera in hand, and speaking plainly about psychology, anxieties, self-care, and the everyday chaos in between. No PR spin, no show – just what's really going on. Direct, straightforward, and sometimes deeper than the title suggests. ///// AFFILIATE LINKS 👇 ///// 🥤 HOLY* – Save up to 30% (in combination with Mix 'n' Match!) ▸ Code LÖBI5 → €5 off your first order ▸ Code LÖBI → 10% off EVERY order (Cannot be combined with each other, but can be used in addition to all other discounts!) 🔗 https://de.holy.com/pages/mix-n-match 🎮 PXN* – 5% off with code HERRLOEBLICH 🔗 https://pxn-game.com?sca_ref=10376826... 🕶️ PIMAX* – 3% off with code HERRLOEBLICH 🔗 Crystal Light: https://pimax.com/products/pimax-crys... 🔗 Crystal Super: https://pimax.com/products/pimax-crys... 📷 Beam Eye Tracker* – The BEST Head and Eye Tracking Software! 🔗 https://beam.eyeware.tech/?via=loebiYT 🏎️ MOZA Racing* 🔗 https://mozaracing.com/?ref=herrloeblich ///// SUPPORT YOUR LOCAL HERR LÖBLICH 👇 ///// ☕ Ko-Fi: https://ko-fi.com/herrloeblich 💸 Paypal: https://streamlabs.com/herrloblich/tip 🟣 Twitch:   / herrloeblich   🏅 Become a member:    / @herrloeblich   🌟 Patreon:   / herrloeblich   🗣️ Discord:   / discord   🎙️ Spotify: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/sh... 🚛 TrucksBook: https://trucksbook.eu/company/163274 📜 Steam Wishlist: https://store.steampowered.com/wishli... ///// MY SETUP 👇 ///// 🖥️ Gaming PC: ➡️ ZOTAC GAMING GeForce RTX 4070 Ti SUPER AMP 16GB ➡️ AMD RYZEN 7 5700X3D ➡️ 32GB BALLISTIX DDR4 ➡️ MSI MPG 491CQPDE QD-OLED 32:9 Gaming Monitor 🎮 Gaming Hardware: 🔷 PXN VD6 Bundle* | https://pxn-game.com/products/pxn-vd6... 🔷 DUAL VKB Gladiator NXT EVO ‘Space Combat Edition’ | https://flightsimcontrols.com/product... 🔷 SHH Shifter | https://www.shiftershh.com/en/ 🔷 Microsoft Xbox Elite Wireless Controller Series 2 | https://www.xbox.com/de-DE/accessorie... 🎙️ Recording Hardware: ➡️ beyerdynamic MMX-300 Manufaktur Headset | https://www.beyerdynamic.de/p/mmx-300... ➡️ Audio-Technica AT2020 | https://www.audio-technica.com/de-de/... ➡️ Main camera: Sony ZV-1 | https://www.sony.de/compact-cameras/p... ➡️ Second camera: DJI Osmo Pocket 4 | https://store.dji.com/de/product/osmo... ➡️ Elgato Cam Link Pro 4K | https://www.elgato.com/de/de/p/cam-li... ➡️ Elgato Game Capture 4K60 Pro MK.2 | https://www.elgato.com/de/de/p/game-c... Mr. Löblich Simulations & Plain Talk. #FacingDarkness #FearOfJoy #ProcessingTrauma #SelfCare #MentalHealth #Vlog #Herrloeblich (Links marked with * are affiliate links. If you make a purchase through these links, I receive a small commission at no extra cost to you.)