Have You Considered?

On today's episode I discuss my recovery from Endometriosis surgery and how the last 6 months in my life have left me depleted. I have been struggling greatly with the notion of being intimate with the Lord. It has felt awkward and uncomfortable, like a wall that I have not been able to break down yet. Wrestling with asking why I had to incur the suffering of the last few months- feeling like Jacob and Job all at once.  I process through not needing to know why while knowing I need Jesus to keep going, why I have a fracture in my trust with him and the importance of still praising despite him not showing up in the way you had wanted or expected. SCRIPTURE OF THE WEEK: Job 1:8 FOR THE ONE MERCH AVAILABLE: https://4the1podcast.square.site/ Support the show (https://patreon.com/FortheOne?utm_med...) Podcast Merch! (https://4the1podcast.square.site/) Join the Patreon! (https://patreon.com/FortheOne?utm_med...) Follow on IG! (https://www.instagram.com/4the1_podca...) Subscribe on YouTube! (   / @4the1_podcast  )