Our Final Days Together Before Goodbye 😪

In this vlog, I’m sharing our final days together before goodbye. 💔 This video captures my last date with Akeen before he left. Looking back, I could feel something was different and very off and distant. He seemed withdrawn, quiet, and not loving or affectionate, and deep down I could sense the change and I knew something was bothering him and there was something heavy on his mind. I did not imagine that it was this though. I did not know this was our last date. I did not know he was planning to leave me at this point, and I didn’t know he was feeling something that was going to change the rest of our lives. This Vlog also shows the last days that I spent with Rajero, making memories I will cherish forever. We laughed, sang together, and I even let him sit on my lap and “drive” the car around the parking lot 😂. He spent time with Grandma Sharon, helped me throw out Akeen’s shoeboxes in the garbage, and we filled those last days with so much love and joy. One moment that will stay in my heart forever was Rajero's bath time, when he made up a sweet little song about how much he loves me. It brought tears to my eyes and reminded me how deeply love can touch us. I sure am gonna miss that little guy. He stole the hearts of many people here in Campbell River, at my Church, and with my family and friends. He was so loved and so well taken care of here. I pray that he will continue to have that in this next journey of his life, wherever it may be. In the last days, I had to stay strong for Rajero. I wanted to cry, I was heartbroken, but I didn’t want to upset him and stress him out before they left. I wanted it to be a happy experience for him. I wanted him to feel love and happiness, and not think of leaving as a bad thing, but as a journey and a good thing. I did not want him to see me sad but unfortunately he did see a few tears and knew I was sad. These were our final moments together—mostly full of laughter, music, cuddles, love, and some heartbreak moments as well. Thank you all for being here, praying, texting, commenting, giving me words of wisdom and encouragement, hard truths, and walking through this season with me. I’m taking things one day at a time, trusting God to guide every step ahead. ❤️ #FamilyVlog #Goodbye #EmotionalVlog #LifeChanges #LoveAndLoss #AgeGapRelationship #AgeGapLove #lastdate #sayinggoodbye #AgeGapRelationshipEnding #AgeGapGoneWrong #Heartbreak #BrokenFamily