Supernatural: Castiel's Suicide Note to God -- Gasoline (Halsey)

ALL CLIPS BELONG TO THE CW. Cas finally gets his conversation with God, even if it's one sided. Dean is gone, and Cas has failed at fulfilling his last request -- to keep Sammy safe. It's getting hard to breathe, hard to think, under the weight of all his failures. He can't take it anymore. And there's nobody left to stop him. A suicide note to Chuck ensues, pouring out all of the pain and hurt of a an angel almost as old as the universe. Except Dean really is alive, but Cas is too high on meds by that point to know it's really Dean. So a tragedy occurs. If you'd like to see the full note, go to: http://archiveofourown.org/works/7902463 Hope you enjoy!