My Identity Fell Apart: What Was Left of Me

In this video, Susanne shares a deeply personal account of spiritual awakening shaped by profound loss and life upheaval, including the deaths of close family members and the unraveling of her sense of self. She describes a two year period of emptiness and deconstruction that ultimately opened into a direct realization of unity consciousness, revealing the interconnected nature of all existence. Reflecting on the years that followed, she emphasizes that awakening does not remove our humanity but invites a deeper integration of it, where both joy and suffering are held within a greater sense of wholeness, compassion, and trust. Upcoming course - April 5th: Being With What Is: https://susannemarie.org/events/ Join Susanne's next monthly online meeting: https://susannemarie.org/events/ Sign up for Susanne's email community news: http://eepurl.com/b2_vTL Inquire about a mentoring session: https://susannemarie.org/connect/ ******* ~ Your support will enable me to continue to offer these talks freely. If you value them, I hope you will consider offering a donation at this time: https://susannemarie.org/donation/ From the heart, Susanne https://susannemarie.org Chapters: 0:00 Intro: The Hardest Year of My Life. 4:00 Losing My Brother and My Father. 6:50 Questioning Who I Am. 8:00 When Life Stopped Making Sense. 9:50 Meeting Adyashanti. 11:00 Facing the Unknown. 13:50 A Shift Into Something Deeper. 15:00 Holding Both Emptiness and Form. 17:00 Finding My Way Back Into Life. 20:00 What I Discovered on the Other Side. #unity #transformation #nonduality #embodiment #consciousness #awakening #spirituality