The Lie of 'I Am Not': Discovering Jesus in the Depths of Shame
We’ve all heard the whisper: “You’re not enough. Not worthy. Not loved.” Most of us spend our lives trying to cover it up—with success, religion, or relationships. In this lecture, Dr. C Baxter Kruger uncovers how those early lies shape us—and how Jesus meets us right there, in the middle of our shame, not to fix us from a distance, but to heal us from within. Whether you’ve struggled with shame, doubt, or the ache of feeling unseen, this lecture is an encouragement to live in freedom, to find healing, and a reminder of the beautiful truth: you are not alone—and you never have been. Move beyond the myths we’ve accepted and discover the liberating truth found in being deeply known and fully loved by the Father, Son, and Spirit. Learn to see yourself through Jesus’ eyes and hear His voice reminding you of your true identity as a beloved child of the Father. **This lecture is taken from the 2017 Mens Retreat. Every year Perichoresis holds a mens retreat and has hosted guest speakers including Dr C Baxter Kruger, Paul Young, John Crowder, Brad Jersak, Paul Golf and Dr Bruce Wauchope.

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