UTMB Mallorca - A mental battle over 100 miles. What is my WHY?

We often talk about our “why.” Why we run. About purpose. About meaning. But it’s only when things start going against you, that this question is truly tested. In my new YouTube video, I share the story from UTMB Mallorca 100 Miles. A race that turned into a much bigger mental battle than I had imagined. A race where pain, doubt, and exhaustion slowly begin to take up more space than the joy of running. But it also reminded me of something important: That our dreams can sometimes carry us farther than we believe. At one point, I’m standing on top of a mountain while the sun slowly sets on the horizon. In the middle of the fatigue and chaos, I find a moment of clarity. A moment I know I’ll carry with me for the rest of my life. The video isn’t just about an ultrarun. It’s about the mental battles we all face, in sport, in training, and in life.