Josh A - Suffering In Silence [Lyrics]

Josh A - Suffering In Silence [Lyrics] Song: Suffering In Silence LYRICS: Five years off the chemicals, I'm still scared of my own brain Took time but I'm miserable, still scared of my old ways They ask if I'm fine, I tell them a lie The truth of the matter I'm broken inside I'm trying to climb, been fallin' behind And if I don't make it, don't think I'll survive I can't let my demons out, so I gotta keep fightin' And I can't let 'em break me down, so I'm just suffering in silence So I'm just suffering in silence, I've been suffering in silence Why would you want this life, I don't leave this house I stopped doing drugs, so I don't go out And people been talking, they been fillin' me with doubt Like maybe I should go back on a— Go and buy a brand new bottle then I'll fuck my life up Go and see the reaper, ask him when's my time up Pop another pill, black out Tell 'em I'm done, I'm done And I can't say all the things that I feel I just throw away my heart in the furnace So go ahead and run, I'll just walk away Everybody does in the end, run, I'll just walk away Everybody does in the end I can't let my demons out, so I gotta keep fightin' And I can't let 'em break me down, so I'm just suffering in silence So I'm just suffering in silence, I've been suffering in silence