Why am I the way that I am?

This song describes one of my darker phases, when a lot of thoughts were spinning in my head and at some point, I just accepted the bad as it was. Of course, it would have made sense if I had talked to someone about it. But from a certain point on, I was caught in a spiral of self-pity, hatred, and indifference – and instead of living, I was just existing. ​(This is the English version of my song "Warum bin ich so, wie ich bin?") ​ Music and vocals: AI-generated Lyrics: 100% original creation