KHAOS — Just Break It — Kai's Darkwave Cut

Disclaimer, Image is Ai generated the music is not. [Intro] Hey… can you hear it? The scream from my soul... [Verse 1] I try to run away, But there’s nowhere to go, no help, no salvation — This cruel, uncaring world. What am I living for? I only want someone to stay close to me. I know I’m not special — I’ve always known that, deep down inside. But I don’t wanna believe it. I just don't wanna see it. [Pre-Chorus] Please… I need someone to save me. [Chorus] I feel like I’m not needed. Like I’m not someone who deserves to be loved. Like I’m not someone who is worth being saved. I've always felt that way — Like I can’t survive tomorrow. When I have no idea how to survive today I want you to understand. I want you to notice. I want you to care. That in this heartless world, I'm less me every day. [Verse 2] I’m afraid of being alone, I'm afraid to let someone in. But I don't have the will to fight against it. I feel others’ misery, And sometimes I feel relief. I know that makes my heart ugly. Every time I wake up, I hate myself for it. [Bridge] There’s no salvation in this unjust world — Then maybe we should just break it. Pretend to be myself again tomorrow, Whoever the fuck that is.... Live the lie again tomorrow — Let’s end it already. Let tomorrow never come. Let this song kill God. Let it destroy this heartless, ugly world. I’ll sing with my life on the line — With my wish inside it. [Final Chorus] I know I’m not someone who deserves to be loved. I know I’m not someone who is worth being saved. I know I'll always feel that way — Always wanting to blame someone else. I need you to understand. — I need you to see, I need you to hear, I need you to care. I'm so tired of carrying this broken heart alone, Trail of it's shards falling in my wake. How can I survive tomorrow? I'm not sure how to survive today... I want to say goodbye to this ugly world. [Outro] (whispered, fading) Goodbye…