瞬夏秋燈 / 星界

#35 「Transient Summer, Autumn Lights」 ■music / mawari https://x.com/mawaririri ■illust&movie / アカシア https://x.com/akasiaLL --- The wind blows, calling for autumn But the heat has not yet cooled Conceptual "summer" and sensory "summer" are diverging It's an ambiguous season with a wavering relative sense of time The fragrance of the golden osmanthus suggests the passing of colors and temperatures All because of the lingering heat It seems long, but it was only a moment Real or illusory? I can't catch it The mirage of the road fades in the distance It eventually changes shape If even the road signs disappear, where should I go? The evening mist lingers, and even the moon is hazy This is the intersection of summer and autumn I am wandering, having lost my sense of place The wind says summer is leaving But the heat has not yet cooled The expected "autumn" and the real "autumn" are diverging I observe wavering relative time But has autumn arrived yet? The leaves haven't fallen, the colors haven't changed Am I just going to have to endure the winter like this? All because of the lingering heat Dependent on a time that doesn't exist When the sun sets and I stop walking, I assimilate with the evening calm I want to tell you, but I can't Such weakness will always remain a secret But that heat was prolonging the lingering summer heat It's like a mirage Beyond the horizon, the mirage has lost its color Burn the past like firewood Autumn will light up when I am ready Summer, pass away! The deeper the regret, the stronger the fire in my heart burns No matter how cold it freezes, it will never be extinguished Zero-point vibration We never stop walking, in fact, we can't stop No matter how positive, negative, or roundabout, Every temperature change we've made up to this point is life