Russell Louder - Cost Of Living (Audio)

Russell Louder - Cost Of Living (Audio) Album 'Humor' available on Bandcamp: https://russelllouder.bandcamp.com/al... Single available here: https://kuronekomedia.lnk.to/CostofLi... Follow Russell Louder: Spotify : https://spoti.fi/2UocGpv Instagram: http://bit.ly/2Owzb3K Bandcamp: http://russelllouder.bandcamp.com Facebook: http://bit.ly/2yYfsVw Twitter: http://bit.ly/2JR0JjB Soundcloud: http://bit.ly/2DbSQnJ https://lisbonluxrecords.com/ Cost of Living (lyrics)   Held by air, an hour before dawn, I knew you'd find me there too tired to carry on another night, I swear it's not the way I thought I'd get your care   Because when I dwell, the bass strings in my chest break where your cold hand fell don't wish me all the best when I can't wish you well. I'm trying to shake the stories I can't tell.   and tell me now, could this be the cost of living, trying to drown it out, to forget without forgiving,   and I wonder now, because I'm trying to stay aware, how could I be hiding if I know you'll find me there   Heavy tears, or scattered coins in rain, what have I earned this year? the seasons feel the same, seasons of shame my dear I'm trying to find the sunshine if it's near   Light of day, the shadows in your eyes will never fade away, they're veiled by the disguise of all the things you say I'm trying to find the strength to look away   and tell me now, could this be the cost of living, trying to drown it out to forget without forgiving   and I wonder now because I'm trying to stay aware how could I be hiding if I know you'll find me there     Credits: Lyrics - Russell Louder, with 3 lines by Fred Louder Composition - Russell Louder Production - Russell Louder, Julien Manaud Performance - Russell Louder