Dignitoon - Depression

[verse 1] I'm barely standing now BAM, you hit me in the face I'm trying not to break somehow But darkness takes its place I'm bleeding from the wounds inside Trying hard to stay alive A thousand fears I try to hide Just hoping I survive BANG, another hook lands hard Straight into my shattered heart It tears my fragile world apart And leaves another scar God, it hurts so much Enough to make me cry BOOM, another crushing punch To everything held high I can't feel the joy no more Every feeling fades away Deep inside I know for sure You've stolen all my days BAM, you knocked me out Now everything turns black My head is trapped inside a vice And I can't fight back The daylight's gone from my life And beauty disappeared from sight [Verse 2] On the ring they call this life I'm broken on the floor Misunderstood and cut by strife Like I've been here before But then I hear familiar sounds Calling out my name Voices rising from the crowd Still cheering through the pain My love, my family, my friends Standing by my side Giving me the strength again To rise and turn the tide And you're still living in my veins Spreading through my soul Like a cancer feeding pain While feeding on control [Final Chorus] BAM, you hit me in the face But now I stay awake I'm slower getting up each day Yet you will never break BANG, another hook lands hard Straight into my heart But I refuse to fall apart Or let you tear me apart I'll make you disappear someday No matter what it takes Because a future must remain Beyond these old mistakes The future matters just as much As every yesterday So I'll do everything I can To keep the dark away I have no right to give up now No matter how I feel Even when death seems easier somehow I know that I can heal And even if I beat you down And learn again to live I know you'll always come around But I won't let you win I know you'll chase me all my life But I won't let you win