The spirit of Laban (of striving). When you workplace is a prison

Thank you for being part of the LORD's house, for being an essential tool in advancing the kingdom of God. As much as we are facing high unemployment in our country; the last thing that anyone would like to see themselves in is working at a place where it is toxic, where you're always striving. A place where none of your sacrifices are seen. Being made that you're made to feeling that you're imposing and that you don't belong (an imposter syndrome). God did not call us to toil and strive endlessly. He did not call us to live a life of smallness. For it is written: He has come that we may have life, life more abundantly [and live it to the fullest] John 10: 10 This is why we should always ask for His guidance and leading, no matter how good the offer or opportunity may be. Your destiny is far too important to play with it like that! I remember, I had so many options of going to specialize, when I had this inner dissatisfaction within me. For I knew that there's more that I need to do. I just couldnt discern what that thing is. So the devil wanted to lead me into another prison again, by presenting these other options; and take me away from my purpose. I know God is not done yet with me, in perfecting that which He is doing. So, I will keep the faith and go forward! It really wasn't easy speaking about this at all. And I have been wearing a mask for the longest time. However, I know that God's understanding is unsearchable. So, as much as we might not know what it is that He is doing at the moment, I am glad I obeyed. We will keep on trusting Him; knowing that His ways are not our ways! The LORD bless you and keep you; The LORD make His face shine upon you and be gracious to you; The LORD lift up His countenance upon you and give you peace; now and forevermore, in the mighty glorious name of our Lord Jesus Christ of Nazareth Love and Light ❤️ 🌟