Unit 5A2 | Archived log 10 [ ZONE NADIR ]

I think this is the final, we had a good run, we had a good time but I guess this is what my past self predicted to happen in the future, no matter how much I try to ignore, no matter how much in the idea that things in the future will get better when they won't. Things never change unless you yourself change. If I never quitted, I would've been stuck in a cycle behind the scenes of everything. Wondering if anything I ever done was ever good enough, was ever okay, wondering if I could catch up without knowing I always be dragged behind because of something out of my control. Pain is pain. Mental pain is pain. At least I finally gained some closure and peace.