I Traumatize but She's Beautiful

℗ 2026 Azzy Ash @ Double A SongWriter : Double A/AzzyAsh Composer Lyricist: Double A/AzzyAsh Composer: Double A/AzzyAsh 🎵 I Traumatize but She's Beautiful 🎵 Verse 1 My hands are stained with things I've done My mind's a war that's never won I carry ghosts from town to town A broken king without a crown But she walks in like morning rain Washes the shadows from my brain She doesn't know the things I've seen The places where I've been unclean Chorus I traumatize — but she's beautiful Like a prayer I don't deserve A melody I've never heard She's the calm inside my hurt I'm chaos — but she's beautiful She's the peace I'll never hold A story I was never told She's the warmth when I'm too cold Verse 2 She laughs and I forget the ache She trusts and I begin to break Because I know what lives in me A storm that she was not meant to see I want to tell her, want to run But I'm already too far gone Her eyes are gold, my world is gray How did she end up in my way? Chorus I traumatize — but she's beautiful Like a prayer I don't deserve A melody I've never heard She's the calm inside my hurt I'm chaos — but she's beautiful She's the peace I'll never hold A story I was never told She's the warmth when I'm too cold Bridge What if I hurt her like the rest? What if my darkness is a test She'll fail because I always break The ones who love — for goodness' sake But she stays, she doesn't flee She looks at me and somehow sees A man who could be more than this And I'm afraid to taste that bliss Final Chorus I traumatize — but she's beautiful Maybe that's why I'm still alive A chance to finally thrive She's the reason I survive I'm broken — but she's beautiful And maybe that's enough for now To learn to love somehow She's the hand I'm reaching out Outro I traumatize… But she's beautiful. And maybe — Just maybe — She's the reason I stay.