【分手後悔 / 撕心裂肺】煙霧裡的抱歉 | 是我揮霍了你給的愛 - 田井魚 Official Audio

I lit a cigarette and pretended not to hear you. Back then, I had no idea it would be the last time I would ever have your tenderness. "Apology in the Smoke" is for anyone who only learned how to grow up after losing someone, and for every soul lying awake at night, drowning in regret. Some apologies come too late to ever be heard. 🎧 If this song speaks to your heartbreak, subscribe to Tian Jingyu and let it keep you company tonight: 👉    / @chantmoyamina   [ Lyrics ] I take the last sip of my cold black coffee Then realize the seat across from me is empty now You used to go on and on right by my ear But I'd get annoyed, light a cigarette, and pretend I couldn't hear you Back then, my pride had blinded me I treated your tenderness like something I could always take for granted Not until you closed the door and left without looking back Did I hear my whole world come crashing down I was the one who wasted the love you gave me I took your endless patience as a sign that you'd never leave All those hopes I left abandoned in the corner Have now become a blade that cuts straight through my soul I wander through this barren world without you You'll never understand this tenderness that came too late Your old sweater is still hanging in the closet Every breath carries a memory that stings I want to call you and tell you I'm truly sorry But the courage to make that call has already died in the night I was the one who wasted the love you gave me I took your endless patience as a sign that you'd never leave All those hopes I left abandoned in the corner Have now become a blade that cuts straight through my soul I wander through this barren world without you You'll never understand this tenderness that came too late If I could trade everything I have just to bring back your smile Even if it were only for one brief moment in a dream But what's broken can never be made whole again What’s lost is lost forever So all I can do is swallow this bitter longing on my own I was the one who wasted the love you gave me I took your endless patience as a sign that you'd never leave All those hopes I left abandoned in the corner Have now become a blade that cuts straight through my soul I wander through this barren world without you You'll never understand this tenderness that came too late The love you gave me I'm so sorry I finally understand But you're gone #HeartbreakSong #BreakupSong #LoveSong #SadSong #ChineseMusic #Mandopop #LiveSession #OfficialAudio