I don't know how to handle this - more bad news about prosthetics and amputation

I went to the doctor this week, and got more bad medical news dealing with prosthetic and amputation issues relating to brand new nerve issues...and I'm honestly not sure how to handle it. Rick "Now Lets Draw" (who did my intro!) - contact him for amazing intros, artwork, After Effects work, and more!: [email protected] Caricatures of my dogs & I (shown in intro) drawn by Ash Murdock!   / ash-murdocks-art   Previous "Hopelessness" Video:    • Hopelessness Heading Into Surgery   #amputee #hopelessness ---------------------------------------------------- WANT TO SUPPORT THIS CHANNEL? // PATREON (monthly support - thank you!):   / jobeckwith   ONE-TIME DONATION (thank you!): http://paypal.me/footlessjo MERCH: http://www.footlessjo.com/merch ---------------------------------------------------- FIND ME ON // INSTAGRAM:   / footlessjo   FACEBOOK:   / footlessjo   TWITTER:   / footlessjo   WEBSITE: http://www.footlessjo.com MY MENTAL HEALTH CHANNEL:    / jo2am   ---------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES & MENTIONED IN THE VIDEO // My favorite mental health items: https://www.amazon.com/shop/footlessj... My favorite books: https://www.amazon.com/shop/footlessj... My bullet favorite journaling supplies: https://www.amazon.com/shop/footlessj... Vlogging/video equipment I use: https://www.amazon.com/shop/footlessj... ---------------------------------------------------- CONTACT ME // MY P.O. BOX: Jo Beckwith 3578 Hartsel Drive #615 Colorado Springs, CO 80920 E-MAIL ME: http://www.footlessjo.com/contact ---------------------------------------------------- OTHER VIDEOS // Why Did I Lose My Leg?    • HOW I BECAME AN AMPUTEE - The real story [CC]   How I Said Goodbye To My Leg:    • COME WITH ME ON A GOODBYE TOUR TO MY LEG B...   Seeing My Amputated Leg for the First Time:    • Seeing my amputated leg for first time - g...   Walking for the First Time:    • MY FIRST AMPUTEE STEPS! OMG Can't Believe ...   Life Before Amputation – With My Fused Ankle:    • Life With a Fused Ankle - My Journey Befor...   Day in the Life of an Amputee:    • A Day in the Life of an Amputee ☀️   ---------------------------------------------------- SUBTITLES // Want to help my videos become more accessible to viewers around the world? Use this link to contribute subtitles and translations! http://www.youtube.com/timedtext_cs_p... MUSIC // The music contained in this video can be found at Artist.io - https://artlist.io/Jordan-293378 The End Credit music is Summer Snow by Low Light/Nick Kingswell ---------------------------------------------------- Fourteen years of pain and failed ankle surgeries brought me to 2018, when I made the difficult decision to become a twenty-seven-year-old below-the-knee elective amputee. This channel is to document my journey of amputation surgery, recovery, and reclaiming my life.