Literally all over the place but in the best way possible

Y'all, I literally had to cut out the first 6 minutes of this vid because I was just crying... I am so glad that I got myself out of that. Posting these really helps me shift my mood from anything negative to something super-duper positive. I just get so mad that I can't fully process how I feel, but I am working on it. This is a very vulnerable video for me once again, but if you have watched my other vids then you know how I am.