"I've Been Painting my Whole Life BUT I'M TERRIFIED OF IT."

Leave your comments below for Sarah and the community or write me using the contact form on my website (see below) ! Transcript of Sarah's letter : Dear Florent, Thank you for your video - 'My Problem is that I am Afraid to Paint'.    • " My Problem Is That I AM AFRAID TO PAINT "   It came to me when I needed it. I have been painting my whole life. But I am terrified of it. I wasn't admitted to the Art School I applied for at 18 and so I studied Art History instead of painting. I always say, I do an admin job so that I have time to paint, but I don't. I have tried everything to avoid it. I went to night school to learn to paint, and quit after 2 years. Since then I have become a master of distraction. I destroy I do not create. I destroy myself before it has a chance to escape out of me and onto the page or canvas. And finally your video allowed me to admit it. It goes so much deeper than a fear of failure. It is a fear of being seen. It is a fear of relationship. It is a fear of being open. You said in the video, you need to find your why, find your reason for painting. I was told by my family that to be an artist is not a real career. It is a hobby. I believed them with my head, but my heart is that of a poet. Reality for me is a strange beast. My dreams and imagination are much more real for me than the daily "reality". And yet, I am here on this earth, in this reality. Trapped with a sense of guilt for not making more of the preciousness of life. Afraid of death and afraid of life. Inside my head is a primal scream for a way out of that trap. Maybe that's my why. Maybe that is its call. A cry, a scream, not a whisper. So my question is: how do you tame something so violent onto the page? How do you allow it to create and not destroy you? Sarah *** ➡ Thank you for supporting me on Patreon!   / florentfarges   Social media : Facebook :   / florentfargesarts   Instagram :   / florentfarges.arts   Support me on PATREON and access real-time tutorials with commentary (and more) :   / florentfarges   If you want to connect with me, the best option is to use the contact form on my website. Website : https://www.florentfarges.com Write me : https://www.florentfarges.com/contact *** About me (bio) : I am an artist living and working in France. I learned the techniques of the Atelier of the Nineteenth century and now I try to share some of my knowledge with the rest of the world, because I think that beauty still has an important role to play in artistic creation. I do mostly drawing and oil painting, and my goal is always to provide techniques and explanations that can be useful to anyone, from beginners to more advanced artists. *** Thanks for watching !