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I'm summing up my creative process. Did it have any significance, or was it nothing? I think it was all very strange... Telegram - https://t.me/+EiX0vsgIPE1kNGIy PR - el_marmeladio_84 (discord) P.S. The video was actually made in a record-breaking two days, with the first day being purely improvised voiceover, and the second being equally improvised editing. I was really afraid it wouldn't work, but in my opinion, I couldn't have done better. I originally had a long script that I'd been writing for months, but on the day of the voiceover, I realized it was no good, so I just tried to summarize it. Even so, the video turned out too long for me (I was planning on 6-8 minutes), and for the first time, I even had to cut some things out to keep it from becoming too cluttered. After rewatching the video many times during editing, I realized how cringeworthy it might have been, due to the numerous slips of the tongue, stutters, and filler words, as well as the rather lazy and odd editing. But given my limited circumstances, it would have been difficult to do better, and frankly, it's not really necessary. P.P.S. I really wanted to summarize the entire headshaker community, but... I can only fit and analyze myself in my video. Analyzing the entire phenomenon and each participant is too labor-intensive, so I hope Igrik will tackle that in his video. 0:00 Introduction 0:29 Part 1: Epilogue 1:49 How do I end all this? 3:40 What should I do? 4:44 Prejudice 5:38 Fear of Failure and Inevitable Cringe 6:20 Growing Up and Rethinking 6:31 Emotional Upsurge 7:35 Part 2: My Successes and Ideas 8:21 Fear of Not Handling Something Big 8:58 My Return in October 10:08 Getting to Know Lolog 11:40 Maybe Again? 12:00 The Amazing Cancellation of Lolog 12:35 Unfulfilled Ideas 15:35 What's Next? 17:40 Self-Deprecation 18:43 Self-Acceptance 20:58 The Age of Rethinking 22:12 Living Off Past Glory 23:19 Don't Lose Me 23:46 Excerpt from the Original Script