Bea - Nightmare Being 19 (Official Visualiser)

Listen to my new EP 'Me vs. Me' - Out Now! https://beaandherbusiness.lnk.to/mevsme More from me: TikTok:   / beaandherbizness   Instagram:   / beaandherbizness   Newsletter: https://www.beaandher.business/#signup Website: https://www.beaandher.business Text Me: https://beaandherbusiness.lnk.to/textme Lyrics I got this crippling fear of being average in this perfect world Like it’s me verses all of these sexy and confident girls I’m so awkward, embarrassing Everyone’s on something I’m such a loner in here These bodies are paper thin It makes me hate my skin Wanna disappear I'm honestly scared right now I feel like a child left out On my own being weird at the party Everyones kissing everybody When is a polite time to leave? When did life escalate And when did my friends all change Now I don’t recognise anybody, so down lonely It’s a nightmare tryna be It’s a nightmare trying to be 19 Weird how’s I used to be happy dressed up as myself Right now I’d pay to be just about anyone else I’m Red faced and fumbling The perfect manikin Model the thoughts of my peers Copy and paste it girl Done tryna to save the world Just tryin my best to fit in I'm honestly scared right now I feel like a child left out On my own being weird at the party Everyones kissing everybody When is a polite time to leave? When did life escalate And when did my friends all change Now I don’t recognise anybody, so down lonely It’s a nightmare tryna be It’s a nightmare trying to be 19 Oh oh I don't know what to do with this Oh oh Handing on by my fingertips I bet they all think I’m a freak It’s a nightmare tryna be It’s a nightmare trying to be 19 #BeaAndHerBusiness #Pop #NightmareBeing19 #NewMusic