【感涙演歌】生き証（いきあかし）｜孤独な夜に沁みる | 演歌 スナック 音色｜哀愁の昭和歌謡・演歌 | 60歳からのバイブル

Welcome. Welcome to the enka bar “Neiro.” I’m “Oto,” the owner. For tonight’s first song, I’ve chosen “Living Proof.” “Even the scars I can’t tell anyone about are proof that I’ve lived...” A past you can’t tell anyone about. Regrets buried deep within your heart. The self you couldn’t forgive. I will never laugh at your life, which has trembled amidst so many lies. Even so, the time you’ve lived through will never fade away. For those very scars are the greatest proof that you have lived your life with all your might. “Let me find meaning in this life” I quietly sang those unspoken feelings, set to the tones of the guitar and shakuhachi. Please, tonight, surrender yourself to the amber tones, and take your time. ―― Otomama ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ 【Lyrics】 There are things I cannot tell anyone Because I am nothing but a liar Even if I put on a facade, inside my heart Cold rain pours down Will I ever be rewarded? The sins of my repeated betrayals I embrace this unending regret Shivering alone through the long night Even if others try to console me It’s just painful, it’s agonizing Let me find acceptance in this life I want to accept this path I want to grasp proof that I’m alive Until I can learn to love myself It hurts to keep blaming myself Even my simple wish to live honestly Fades into the distance, out of reach I deliberately push happiness away Where is the pride I’ve cast aside? The shadow reflected in a distorted mirror I cannot accept this version of myself The ache in my chest won’t stop Let me accept this life I want to accept this path I want to grasp proof that I’m alive Until I can love myself ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ◆Subscribe to the channel here Enka Snack Otoiro YouTube Channel    / @enkaneiro   ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━ ◆ [Enka Snack “Otoiro” ~Oto-Mama's Room~] This is a small, nighttime lounge where I can chat with all of you, my regulars. Would you mind sharing your thoughts on the songs, or the story of your life, with me? 🍷 Oto-Mama's Room (Open Chat) LINE Open Chat “Enka Snack Otoiro ~Oto Mama's Room~” https://line.me/ti/g2/nnphfjMVHSal0tq... ━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━　 [Song Information] Song Title: Living Proof (Ikiakashi) #Enka #Showa-era Pop #Life Songs #LivingProof #SnackOtoiro #OtoMama