Out of the dark - Yvng Koneko [Alternative, Pop Alternative]

music is not mine but the lyrics are mine. thanks for taking the time to listen even if you don't end up liking it. anyways here's the lyrics Verse 1 I was staring through the coffee stains Watching headlights blur through window panes Someone asked me if I was okay I smiled and let the question fade Daydreaming behind the register Counting all the cracks inside my heart Thinking 'bout a girl I used to know She wore long sleeves in July though She said pain was easier than fear Easier than crying every year Easier than laying wide awake Wondering how much more she could take Pre-Chorus And the ghosts still know my name They whisper it the same Chorus Out of the dark, out of the dark I keep dragging my heart out of the dark One step, one spark I'm still pulling myself out of the dark Out of the dark, out of the dark Even when the shadows leave their marks I know who you are And I won't let you pull me back apart Out of the dark Verse 2 There's a faded map across my skin Tiny scars where old storms used to live They're just memories now, nothing more But some nights they still knock at my door And I hate how temptation talks so sweet Like an old friend waiting down the street Saying, "Come back, nobody has to know" Like a snake hiding underneath the snow But I built a life I almost lost And I know exactly what it cost Pre-Chorus Still the ghosts still know my name They whisper it the same Chorus Out of the dark, out of the dark I keep dragging my heart out of the dark One step, one spark I'm still pulling myself out of the dark Out of the dark, out of the dark Even when the shadows leave their marks I know who you are And I won't let you pull me back apart Out of the dark Rap Verse 1 / Panic Attack Wait— No, no, no, not tonight I know that voice, I know that lie I know that venom, know that bite Know that feeling when you wanna disappear from sight Heart racing, hands shaking, can't breathe right Room spinning, head screaming, every warning light I fought too hard, I came too far To hand my future to the things that left these scars What if I lose it? What if I break? What if one bad night is all it takes? What if tomorrow I become yesterday? God, I'm terrified of throwing this away 'Cause I remember every bathroom floor Every promise that I broke before Every tear, every silent war I don't wanna be that girl anymore Bridge So if you're listening somewhere inside me The younger me who couldn't survive me Look how far we've come We're still here We're still here Rap Verse 2 And I still hide when somebody stares too long Still pull my sleeves down when my mind goes wrong Still hear that whisper saying, "You don't belong" Like a broken record playing the same old song But the cuts never fixed what was hurting inside They just gave all the sadness a place to hide And every little scar is a page I survived Proof that somehow, somehow I'm alive Some days I feel strong, some days I feel weak Some days the darkness gets harder to beat Some nights I'm crying and nobody sees Begging my own mind, "Please, just let me sleep" But healing ain't a straight line, that's the truth Some days I'm thirty, some days I'm still youth Standing in my bedroom wearing somebody else's wounds Trying not to listen when the old voice resumes And it says— "Nobody loves you." But that's a lie. "Nobody needs you." That's a lie. "You'll always be broken." That's a lie. I survived. That's why. Final Chorus Out of the dark, out of the dark I keep dragging my heart out of the dark One step, one spark I'm still pulling myself out of the dark Out of the dark, out of the dark Even when the shadows leave their marks I know who you are And I won't let you pull me back apart Out of the dark Out of the dark One step, one spark Out of the dark Outro I was daydreaming at work again Watching sunlight dance across the glass And for the first time in a long time The future didn't scare me. Just a little less than yesterday.