Alruna - worse in the end (lyrics) (exclusive)

Produced by cxrter & yunnygoldz Released with safehaven. Stream "worse in the end" by safehaven. & Alruna:   / worseintheend   Support Alruna:   / alrunaxo     / alrunaxo   Support cxrter:   / prodcxrter     / prod.cxrter   Support yunnygoldz:   / yunnygoldz   Anime: Fate Stay Night Heavens Feel I Spotify Playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6qG... Submissions: https://forms.gle/z5c1VNkdgBgnzh166 Support safehaven.: https://open.spotify.com/artist/359S1...   / safehavendot     / safehavendot     / safehavendot   Lyrics for "worse in the end" by safehaven. & Alruna: I don’t wanna feel that way again Ripping through my nervous system, burning at my stems I petrify my pain so I can make something make sense But it don’t really matter, it’s just worse in the end It’s worse in the end Pick apart my past All the faults and flaws I had Memories I didn’t make last And the ones that won’t stay back I know I gotta cut myself slack But I don’t know how far that’ll go Never found gold at the bottom of the rainbow So I’m starting to lose my hope Overgrown apologies that never leave inside of me 'Cause I just get this feeling that everybody is watching me I’m making my own enemies Create they’re not a fan of me It’s all illusion, fantasy I know no one is mad at me But that’s how it feels I don’t know what’s fake, what’s real So I just stick to myself Because I know me so well And not somebody else Who’s only out for themselves I couldn’t care for your help For you to turn and rebel, and I I don’t wanna feel that way again Ripping through my nervous system, burning at my stems I petrify my pain so I can make something make sense But it don’t really matter, it’s just worse in the end It’s worse in the end Pick yourself up now Ain’t nobody gonna let you go They all want you around Even if they never let you know You let yourself get loud Only you can let you down Only you can kill your sound Only you can move the ground I don’t wanna feel that way again Ripping through my nervous system, burning at my stems I petrify my pain, so I can make something make sense But it don’t really matter, it’s just worse in the end It’s worse in the end Tryna justify my sins and all the things that I did It’s worse in the end