S09E02: What Seeing Death Every Day Teaches About Life | DDQ Services & Angjolie Mei | CYT S9

“What happens to a home after someone dies alone inside it?” Not many people ever see what trauma cleaners and funeral directors see behind closed doors. The suicide notes left behind. The smell of unattended deaths. The grief families try to hide from one another. The arguments that surface after someone passes. The quiet loneliness hidden inside seemingly ordinary homes. In this episode of the Clean Your Toilet Podcast's Confessions of the Unconventional series, Rahman and Sarina from DDQ Services sit down with Angjolie Mei, Founder of The Life Celebrant for one of the rawest and most emotionally confronting conversations we’ve had on the podcast. Together, they explore what it means to work in spaces most people avoid: homes where people died alone, suicide scenes, decomposed bodies, grief-stricken families, and the emotional aftermath left behind long after the police and ambulances are gone. But beneath the trauma cleaning and funerals, this episode became something much deeper. A conversation about life. Purpose. Regret. Family dynamics. Mental health. And how constantly confronting death changes the way you live. Some moments from this episode that stayed with us: A suicide case where motivational notes were found written all over the - house What trauma cleaners can quietly learn about a person’s life just from entering their home Families arguing over funeral costs while grieving The emotional emptiness of homes where someone passed away alone Why many elderly quietly choose not to “burden” their children The hidden struggles behind suicide that most people never see How death taught them to become more present in life This episode is heavy, deeply human, unexpectedly philosophical, and profoundly reflective. Because when you spend enough time around death, you start to see life very differently. Watch till the end for one of the most honest conversations we’ve ever had about grief, suicide, purpose, family, and what it truly means to live well before we die. 🎙 About the Podcast The Clean Your Toilet Podcast explores the inner work behind personal growth, leadership, and building a meaningful life through honest, unfiltered conversations. #CleanYourToiletPodcast #Death #Funeral #Trauma #Mentalhealth #Purpose #Calling #UnconventionalPaths #InnerWork #SingaporePodcast #LifeAndDeath #suicideawareness #Grief #EmotionalHealing #authenticity