I'm an idiot

I can't move on if I lie for him and say this was anything other than what it was. I'm completely devastated and a bit in shock. Can't really wrap my head around this at all. He knows how hurt I've been before and did the same thing multiple times. I'm a fool. Support me on Patreon -   / jaclyn   Subscribe to my livestream channel on YouNow: https://www.younow.com/JaclynGlenn/ch... *FOLLOW ME ON SOCIAL MEDIA! * INSTAGRAM (@JaclynGlenn) ►   / jaclynglenn   TWITTER (@JaclynGlenn) ►   / jaclynglenn   FACEBOOK ►   / jaclynglenn   SNAPCHAT ► JaclynGlenn Main YouTube channel►    / jaclynglenn   Vlog channel►    / jaclynvlogs   Get my awesome tshirts! http://www.jaclynglenn.com BUSINESS INQUIRIES ONLY: [email protected] PayPal email - [email protected] Send me snail mail! PO BOX listed @    / jaclynglenn