HELP! I need to lose WEIGHT! Embarrassed & Ashamed...

So I had been gaining weight and having fluctuations over the last year since my arm break, and this recent Las Vegas trip really pushed me over the edge. I need to get a grip on my health so I feel better and can skate and snowboard better, along with many other benefits. I decided to upload this to be held accountable. The weight gain has been affecting everything in my daily life, from skin issues to poor sleep to overall mood to physical performance in all aspects. even ripping clothes has been an issue.